Unlike the previous few weeks (in which I frequently went for consultations in school or study with friends), I studied at home most of the time this week.
And I realised its probably better, for study. can concentrate better ... :/
But only when I get adjusted to this "mugging mood" (I take quite long to adjust). If not, Ill waste a lot of time.
On Tuesday, I realised I was developing a flu. (thats when I stopped going out). I used at least 5 tissue packs that day.
Oh no.
On wednesday it became worse. Just before A levels- flu :/
But the flu cured really fast. Crazily fast. Its like on tuesday I start developing (or a bit on monday) and thursday morning its almost gone. Really unusual for me, who has a sensitive nose and sighness and perhaps more. I need tissue almost everyday, not only in the morning.
Thank God. He is in control.
I hope wont fail GP, thats the most gjioedagfjnsdf thing. Failing GP means failing A levels.
4% failed GP in my school last year. Thats considered low. And Im among the bottom in my class. bottom 25%. Based on school results.
I hope i will get 3As (math included). Not sure if its for God or for upholding my pride though...
ahh... pray for me ok?
Haiz and I feel I havent studied much for math. My math paper 1 is on tuesday. I only got tomorrow. I was contemplating whether or not to come to JYM just now.
I thought i wasnt coming actually.
Actually when I was hearing claudia pray outside the "JYM room", at the eating place, for the worship team, I decided to stay.
haha
God is in control.
But, God doesnt help those who help themselves right? There's still some truth to that right?
after A levels I wont be studying for more than 2.5 years.
Oh, on monday night I was listening to some recorded sermon on the st james church website. at 1st i just randomly clicked here n there to hear how diff pastors' voice sounded like.
but i ended up leaving pastor terry's when love becomes grief sermon run all the way while I studied. like a substitute for music. (i dont listen to music much btw).
And you know what, I was convicted. Imagine i was studying and absorbing econs stuff, then halfway I felt the presence of God, and stood in awe of him. And became/felt more fervent and passionate for Christ. then I went out for like one hour for quiet time.
then God struck me with flu to test me.
hahaha
Kenneth :)