EH OAK. WOW. I HAVENT SEEN THE BLOG IN AGES KNOW! haha. I don't know why but my com just cant seem to link to the blog!!! so annoying. even my dad's laptop can't. ANNOYING. Bet its the internet connection at my house la. Sigh sigh sigh. BUT ITS ALRIGHT! haha. I managed to view the blog on my friend's laptop. Like finally after soooo many weeks. I'm having a 2 hour break now. waiting for PE. YUCK. Anyway, yes yes. i must make the best use of my free time. Which is posting something! haha okok.

Yes, my life, my week. hahah. ok. that sounds lame. Yeah, as you all know, i've been rather negative about PJC but i think i exaggerate most of the time la. Actually, i've kinda settled down already, getting used to the life here already, you see, when life gives you lemons, you squeeze them, hahahaha. get it? Ok nvm. Apart from them, ever since i stepped into pj, i've been trying to seek God and know that I'm placed in this school for a reason. However, I've been rather slack in terms of my quiet time and all lately. Like i just grew so tired of just seeking God and so used to being here that i kinda slipped away. BUT. I really believe that God has been with me through this whole time and i really thank him. I've come to terms with it and well, i guess it isnt that bad. Like pj has sort of changed my "school life", like im so much more focused and on task. LIKE WOW. haha. Thats so not me. AND I HAVE ENORMOUS EYEBAGS! sigh sigh sigh. i've been sleeping like 1 plus 2 everyday, also dunno why, like all my other friends seem so slack, and their jc life supe happening one. hahha. okok. I'm like lost in my thoughts, got too much to say, later bore you all to death.

POINT IS. i really see this whole experience as a learning journey for me and i believe that God has a plan for me. I just needa trust and believe in him and not let such a setback defeat me like it did in the beginning.And remember that time i mentioned about not judging people? yes, this new school has really broadened my pespective about people. Like the culture here is so different and i've really learnt to adapt to it and accept the people around. I dont deny that i'm still jugdemental but iim learning! Yupp, and i've been meditating on Psalms 71. yeah, it has really helped me all this while.

Junting's post was really encouraging! and long! but i read it all! haha. but it was good!

Yeah, i just wanna tell you all that if you ever feel like hopeless or something, turn to God! Things really arent as bad as they seem to me, its jsut that people like me are blind. haha. Turn your eyes to jesus! He lets certain things happen for a reason and we need to accept it and face it with a positive attitude, a christ-like attitude! Don't ever fall away from him in times like this, its times like this when you need him most! Yeah.

Alright alright, i think i write too much. haha. SEE YOU ALL ON SUNDAY. YAY YAY YAY.

WEEK'S ALMOST OVER. JUST ABOUT 10 MORE HOURS TO TGIF! YAY YAY YAY.

JOYCELYN