Kenneth:

Hi, I haven't posted for quite a while, 1-2 weeks. Well, I've been busy with school work. But actually, the past 2 weeks hve been good, in a sense that I wasn't troubled much "in my heart", unlike in July and earlier this year.

Last weekend I had some bad thoughts. umm... about me and sexuality. I used to be sensitive about it and "hostile" to sinning through it...Shall not go further. (Its not really about fantasizing) My msn nick was something like "bad/negative thoughts must be dispelled by using my own effort (through the holy spirit), and not just by presenting/surrendering them to God". I learnt that in somewhat a profound way, and it applies only to quite a limited extent. I thought I just needed to have enough faith and "surrender CoMpLeTeLy", and at the right time God will take away my burdens- Matthew 11:28-30. I sort of understood how "everything worked" (not accurate words) wrongly. Our quiet time needs to be good. The holy spirit can then work in us, regarding "moulding perceptions" also I believie.

Aiya, why I talk about this, I wanted to say something happy and light at 1st, then thought maybe a bit of this 1st. Then now I forgot my thoughts. I pinned downed thoughts which were 5 days ago rather than now. And Im not going to write much- busy.
Sometimes I myself dislike the seriousness of my writing...

I watched a bit of Olympics. The Spore vs China one. They always clench their fist and raise their arm to chest level when they win. Looks a bit funny sometimes but then, what else should they do?- and not appear to boast. Felt a bit disappointed that China won but didnt think Spore could go this far anyway. Oh, just saw lee jia wei on TV crying.
"Facing the Gaints" - name doesn't appear to be a Christian movie to me. But frm Ryan's post I thought maybe its really gd. and thanks junting for ur effort for 30 aug.

Just a "wonder", who exactly reads this blog? or rather, who doesnt...

Okie I shall endd here.